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Friday, March 30, 2007 3/30/2007 03:40:00 PM

whew~
im back frm school after the STUPID chinese course.
did zuo wen again!
den when everybody finished writing and were leaving le, i was still writing..
den the tcher oso can't wait to go so she say the words i dunno how to rite jus rite the han yu pin yin.. she'll fill in for me..
LOL. xD
this week was quite hectic.
and i think i flunked my chem practical test on wed.
1st time practical test and im not used to it.
summore it was so stuffy!
and i wrote UNREALISTIC targets for my mid-year and olevel results on the target setting slip.
haiya.. sure can't reach the target de..
olevels:
L1R5: 16
L1R4: 13
unrealistic eh?
just wrote for the sake of writing..
haix..
nxt week will be VERY hectic too.
monday - eng test.
tuesday - Amaths test.
wednesday - chem theory test.
thursday - SBQ test.

if any tcher places a test on fri, we'll be dead.
and im turning sixteen in 2 days!(:
yay.
may be going into m'sia tmr..
depends on wad time my sis comes back frm sch..
i wanna go shopping~
and there's quite alot of april babies.
1st april - ME(:
2nd april - jiale(:
3rd april - zona(:
4th april - manik(:
7th april - andy(:
9th april - shermeine(: & veronica(:
11th april - cynthia(:
14th april - manxing(:
23rd april - brenda(: & georgina(:

and sarah still rmbs my bdae!(:
=D
well, enjoy the weekend! =D
sixteen -



Sunday, March 25, 2007 3/25/2007 01:11:00 AM

i went to watch mr bean's holidays yesterday!
actually is today but since its past 12 midnight, its considered yesterday le lor.
i went with mavis.
and actually we were supposed to meet at 1.30pm..
but dragged and dragged until 2.45pm den meet.
changed our show time to 3.30pm de..
went causeway buy tickets..
BUT THE 3.30pm DE IS ALREADY SOLD-OUT!
then aft 3.30pm de oso sold out le.
must wait till 7+ den have tickets.
so we decided to go to northpoint see got suitable time slot not.
and so we bought the tickets for mr bean's holidays, 4.40pm.
ate and shopped arnd b4 entering the cinema.
shared a popcorn and a soft drink.
hmm, about mr bean's holidays, not very funny leh.
but its interesting and worth watching la.
only that dunno why not that funny [since mr bean is a comedy character]..
but the little boy is sooo cute(:
=]
its alright la.. GO CATCH IT(:
so aft watching movie, we went to AMK hub to shop AGAIN.
this time went to level 3 and we didn't expect so many shops open le lor..
really alot!
and AMK hub is really an ideal shopping place.
i love that place xD
lol.
we shopped until din realise the time.
and when we finally realised the time, it was 8+ going to 9 le and we haven had our dinner.
so ended up not eating.
waited for mavis's mum since she oso at AMK.
den took mrt back together.
her mum went home 1st while mavis and i continued walking round the pasar malam.
so stuffy!
i kept perspiring la..
arghh.
didn't buy anything.
cus we decided to go back there on the last day of the pasar malam [1st april] to buy cus alot of things will be cheaper..
LOL xD
-.0
yay.
1 more week to my 16th birthday((:
and i realised, alot of ppl's bdae are in APRIL(:
great =D
hehes =]
sixteen -
lalala.
(;



Friday, March 23, 2007 3/23/2007 11:38:00 PM

i was just wondering..
am i suitable to be in this class with this combination of subjects?
cause i can't seem to cope.
perhaps my ability isn't that high.
i still remember, last time i appealed from s2 to s3 cause of two stupid reasons.
altho stupid, if i had the chance to revert back to the past again, i think i'll still make the same choice.
hehe =]
well, no one know the reasons.
lalala~
whew.
but i didn't regret appealing to s3 cause i love my friends(:
yay~
TRYING HARDER.
mavis say de really makes sense.
if you cry cause of bad results, that means you've already given up and have decided not to strive harder..
but the reason why i cried is becos, i did what i can, i did put in my best.
but end up still liddat..
what more can i do right?
=)
cheer up!(:




3/23/2007 08:10:00 PM

today got back our report books le.
it came late..
supposed to be given out on wed or ytd de lor.
ok regarding my results, i've nth to say.
always the same de mar.
im oso tired of saying the same things le..
haix..
just going to go on trying ba.
im only quite satisfied with my bio.
B3(:
others, some improved but still no good.
and i passed CA1 Amaths!(:
mdm ang forgot to add the 1st test marks in but luckily i passed((:
so the 1st test marks will be added into our mid year.
and for eng, 30/36 ppl got F9!
and only 2/36 ppl in class passed eng!
pathetic right? lol.
and obviously, i got an F9.
hahaha xD
and actually, i wanted my mum to attend tonight's parents meeting session.
but she can only reach at 7pm.
so din go le lor.
i wanna see the cut-off points for all poly courses [if they do screen it la]
but nvm.
i ask some ppl help me lookout le.. haha.
and im glad, mr tan didn't request to see my parents.
for the past few parents meeting sessions, im always included in the must-see-parents list.
=[
well, gonna try harder!
jiayou~

9 more days to my 16th bdae(:
yay.



Saturday, March 17, 2007 3/17/2007 04:34:00 PM

hmm.
so i did go out ytd.
went out with mavis, weijie and xiangyun aft school ytd.
we went home to change den met again.
went to AMK hub to shop 1st cus xiangyun wanted to buy clothes.
but instead, weijie bought the most things!
a pair of shoes and a top.
haha.
aft shopping, we went to KBOX at AMK central.
1st time in there.
room quite small compared to the one in genting.
we were in KBOX frm 2+ to 6+ i think.
den there are 2 free drinks for each of us.
the 2nd one we chose was so yucky..
tasted like water frm the toilet.
so we din finish.
aft KBOX, went to j8 to meet my mum and sis for dinner.
then went bac to AMK hub again cus i wanted to buy somethings i saw there earlier on.
yay.
den went back home arnd 10+ .
(:











the cups of yucky drinks =X
the mess before we left.. lol xD



Thursday, March 15, 2007 3/15/2007 10:32:00 PM

whew.
lunched with mavis, zona, aiwei, jiamin && veronica today((:
ate at northpoint blk 900+ at the laksa stall there.
den we went to look at the cute cute pets in the pet shops.
den, mavis, zona && i went to novena square; velocity && square 2((:
cus zona wanted us to accompany her go buy her bro's bdae present.
had quite abit of FUN la.
but this morning's chinese course was so boring!
i wanted to sleep! -.-
and zona says its quite interesting and she keeps responding to the tcher =X
i simply can't understand what the tcher is talking about with her strong accent.
lol xD
i bored until use my hp record what she is talking about.
den when my sis heard it, she laughed && laughed.
HAHA.
sld be going out tmr ba.
not confirm cus i still haven decided if i want to go not.
30% NO ; 70% YES i think(:
hehes =]
and finally, if i didn't count wrongly, i passed my CA1 Amaths((:
but still gotta improve.
waa i can't believe it!
my chi frm sec2 A2 drop to C6 [i think] now!
omg.
and we'll be taking chi Olevel paper in MAY.
aiyo.
well, i hope i can forget all the unhappy things~
and be HAPPY =D
(:

17 more days to my 16th birthday!(:
already counting down .
yeah . (;


since i can't change the fact anymore, i just have to accept it.
hope you don't hate me.
i don't think you'll know i'm referring to you.
since its ages ago.
haix.



Tuesday, March 13, 2007 3/13/2007 05:33:00 PM

blogging again.
feel kinda angry && disturbed.
feel so helpless.
dun tink u really treat me as a close fren liao..
what i feel is that our dist. is really getting further and further le.
too far apart to be patched.
its on rocks.
the truth is, u are already so close to her than to me that u don't realise it.
i dunno if im feeling paranoid or what.
but im always VERY sensitive to these kinda matters regarding frenship.
u give me a feeling that u dun treasure frenship at all.
and a feeling tat u can change frens so easily.
most probably u wun be reading this, i guess.
the thing is, the smiles and laughs we have on the outside is usually a fake.
its covered up by the conflicts that occured between us.
yes we look fine on the outside.
but.. haix I DUNNO LA.
hope i'll feel better aft ranting all these stuff here.
i need someone by my side!
to listen to my woes and things that im unhappy bout.
arghh.
can someone help me?
i need to feel better.
if not i wun be able to do anything later.
will just keep thinking about this thing repeatedly.
hope things will get better ba ="[
sincerly, i hope.
SMILE!
SMILE!
SMILE!
SMILE!
SMILE!



3/13/2007 04:07:00 PM

lalala~
have been playing too much these two days..
ytd aft remedials, went to mac to have lunch with mavis, wangni, tissany, zona and anthea.
den zona and anthea had to rush off for choir le.
den left four of us.

talk chat talk chat talk chat till going to 4pm liddat!
really spent alot of time @ mac..

haha xD
then aft tat, mavis & wangni went swimming with dearest gloria~
i went home to use computer! hahas.
studied bio till i went crazy last night.
today - mr chua showed us the test qns and ask us to prepare 1st b4 taking the real test. cus he dun wan to mark fails le.

den i wrote out all the ans lor.
but during test, mind went BLANK and i only recall abit of what i write earlier on.
i think i wrote crap?
lol.
aft tat, had lunch with mavis, wangni, tissany and sharon @ coffeeshop.

then sharon had to rush to choir.
so its left with 4 of us again!
went to ntuc walk walk.

den went to blk 600+ there play.
fitness corner~
fun!(:
hmm, tmr will be getting back bio and geog papers le!
hope can do well for bio!

and i can only depend on my geog to pass combined humans le.
yeah! all the best xD
gotta go bac everyday for remedials!
actually fri no need de but gotta attend tat STUPID chinese course!
dun feel like going..
but NVM!(:
haha.
and i agree with gloria.
2a4 seemed like eternity ago.
misses.
haix.
end here ba.
SMILE ppl(:

im in love with hana kimi ost 超喜欢你 and 傻傻的勇气.
natalie's love you so too~ (:

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me



Friday, March 09, 2007 3/09/2007 10:12:00 PM

woo!
sports carnival & OP bazaar today!(:
haha xD
was so nervous in the morning..
the mass skipping peeps went to the bball court there to practise..
can't really jump alot of times cus maybe all not that serious yet..

cus not into the real thing yet..
during practice, already sweat alot!
den royston still say who trip rope gotta do 50 push-ups!!
but in the end, oso no one do.. lol.
den whenever someone trip the rope, ck will yell:"是哪一只!? " den point at us..
LOL.
he treated us like PIGS..
but even the practice was FUN(:
aft tat, the gurls wanna rest le.. so stop practising..
cus can't waste too much energy mar..
den when its our turn to compete, i felt more nervous!
got severe stomachache!
but i still jumped.
there'll be 5 tries and they'll get our best 3 scores and add together..
our scores quite bad la.. highest is only 38..
then others is either 10+ or 20+ only..
at 1st thought we'll lose..
cus at the last round, ms lo say we gotta get at least 30 skips to beat 4a1..
but we only got 20+..
but when they [i oso dunno who] saw that we got 3 more points than 4a1 and we won, we cheered!
so happy!(:
hi-5 here and there(:
mass skipping ppl:
girls - mavis, wangni, weijie, yujia, minqi, cynthia, anthea & me.
guys - manxing, chengkok, royston & cyrus.
xD
yay!
den aft tat, went to canteen to see the sandwich making..
zona and claire's sandwich so nice!
still got umbrella de..
haha.
den went up to hall to see dancing marathon.
when we went up, xiangyun, weiming, tissany and shukai all still in de..
but later one by one disqualified le..
but they did their best la(:
cus the kick-boxing thing is really difficult to master..
den aft the dancing marathon ended, went down to support floorball ppl..
but still at sec3..
so waited for awhile b4 sec4's turn..
helped to cheer for sharon, peiying etc..
end up alot of them almost fell down..
1st round is 0-0..
but 2nd round, 2-1.
lost to dunno which class by 1point.
aft watching all the floorball matches, rushed to toilet b4 going up to hall for prize presentation..
4s3 won 1st in caterpillar race
1st in sandwich making &
1st in mass skipping!(:
yeah.
got overall sec4/5 level champion too!(:
woo~
so excited =D
aft the prize presentation, mr tan wanted to meet the whole class at the back of the hall.
took class photo!
i didn't regret bringing my camera!(:
actually eddie taking veronica's[i think] camera wan to help us take class photo de..
den i oso wan it in my camera mar..
so since hj standing bside eddie, i asked him help me take..
so actually must thank him.
hahas.
okay, aft all these, went to mavis's hse for awhile cus weijie wanna take sth.
den went to mac to grab a bite..
den went back to sch for OP bazaar..
this year nth much de..
stalls oso very less..
i prefer sec1 that time de..
actually we walk awhile den wanna go hm le..
but pavi wanted to do some cushion thing to spent off her money..
so we accompanied her.
den end up, wangni and i sitting at the stall's bench..
made ppl think we own that stall.. lol.
den siyuan came.. wanting to do sth for xw..
so we keep giving him comments on wad to do..
and he took so long to finish decorating his cushion!
tat time hj oso there.. so we asked him oso do one for sy.
and he really did.
actually one cushion $1 only..
but he ended up spending $3!
cus the 1st cushion, when he's trying to rite sy's name.. weiming told him to spell "y-a-n" instead of "y-u-n"..
den he really go spell "yan"!
so he gotta redo..
so bought another one and do..
when he's decorating the 2nd cushion, he dripped glue on another cushion!
LOL.
so he gotta buy that cushion..
very funni la..
so instead of spending $1, he spent $3 in total.. haha xD
aft tat, saw some tchers sing den we went hm le.
enjoyed today to the fullest!
i love 4s3'07!(:












4s3'07!












<3s!



Sunday, March 04, 2007 3/04/2007 05:43:00 PM

today's the last day of new year le!! =[
15 days just passed in a flash..
mavis, weijie and i went to zona's hse to bai nian ytd.
had quite a hard time looking for zona's blk.
and the sun was so HOT!
reached arnd 11.25am..
ate, took photos den went off le..
cus zona and her family is going out.
then 3 of us decided to go to orchard to shop.
i was so tired!
cus i was woken up by zona's phonecall at 9+am.
hehe.
went to far east.
ate at LJS.

den pavi called.
regarding the speech day thing.
talked while eating.
aft eating, went walking round far east plaza..
3+ weijie gotta go le but mavis and i continued shopping.
frm 1+ shop till 5+ in far east!
both of us bought things!
haha.
den at night, went NP to hav dinner.
bought my esprit shirt((:
yay.
den went hm le.
tmr hav Amaths test..
arghh.
i don't really noe how to do those qns when they as u to prove area and volume de..
cus i dunno the formula!
so many formulas..
where to find and memorize!?
but i really need to pass tmr's Amaths test!
cus i wan to pass my overall CA1 Amaths!
if i get a B4, i'll be happy le..
compared to last time where i'll get an f9..
haix..
my Emaths oso gotta improve.
i practically need to show improvement in EVERY subject.
i want to show improvement in CA1!
hmm.
and im in mass skipping for sports carnival.
four years in mass skipping!(:
haha.
and i think i'll be going for this year's speech day..
bi jing, its our last year in OPSS le..
ya..
5 tests next week..
work hard! =]



Thursday, March 01, 2007 3/01/2007 10:15:00 PM

waa!
its been quite a long time since i last posted.
hahaha!
these few days there's ups and downs la.
some things made me very troubled..
some ppl noe bout it but most probably, they wun be reading this.
haha.
got back bio test paper aft 2 exact weeks.
passed but not good enuf.
its just an average..
sometimes, i wonder, why do i study so hard for?
in the end oso wun get good results..
why study?
is this the best i can do?

my best is just an average pass?
if not, why no matter how hard i study, i can't get the results i want?
maybe im stupid in nature..
no matter how much of drilling, memorizing or studying won't do.
arghh.
exploding.
going crazy soon.
but why didn't they single me out that day?
as in force me to drop either Amaths or biology.
cus there's no hope in me le..
gonecase..
i flunked today's chem test la..
a BIG portion of what i didn't study came out in the test.
i studied so much on cations and yet only 1 qn on it came out..
arghhh.
for CA1, my eng and combined sciences confirm fail le..
i failed both eng tests..
and altho i passed the last physics test, its another AVERAGE..
nxt week's the crucial week..
the tests nxt week will determine a pass or a fail in CA1 results le..
i MUST show an improvement in CA1!
esp for Amaths..
but does my ability allow it?
no!
i really dun wan to disappoint any tchers le..
esp mr goh, mr tan and mr chua.
haix..
perhaps i shouldn't care so much bout wads shown in my report book..
as long as i've done wad i can, i don't need to feel guilty bout not studying..
hope this mindset stays in me!
cheer up!
nights(:



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