hav been going bac to sch for remedials the past few days. today had SS lesson in the morning.. ms loo gave permission for us to go out of sch to the nearest bookshop to photostat our missing ws.. mavis had so many missing ws including eng ws ! i didn't hav any missing ws so i accompanied mavis out of sch. cus i wanted to skip physics remedial ! on the way to the bkshop, saw fatin and farah so we went with them. we waited for so long before mavis's ws were ready.. we already went to so many places.. bought sweets and food.. hahaha. when we went bac to sch, mdm ng jus walked out of the classroom. physics was over ! borrowed claire's bk to do chap 8 and 9 corrections. aft tat was eng remedial. mr pang went thru mid year paper 2.. so many corrections to do.. rite until hand pain. tmr hav bio lesson at 10.30am for two whole hours. got to present our grp work researching on "components of blood and their functions" and "blood clotting phagocytosis and tissue rejection". haix we did a brief one cus we jus got the question yesterday. did individual work.
for Amaths tuition ytd, tcher said if i continued having unnecessary careless mistakes, he oso can't help me le. and he was totally disappointed when i told him my Amaths paper marks. kept asking me wad happened and i din noe wad to say. so im hopeless.
hav been rather troubled lately. but thks to gloria who encouraged me in the sms =). cus of my poor results, i keep having conflicts with my parents. haix. i need a fren by my side. a fren who will share woes and happiness with me. a fren who will stand by me when im troubled and needs someone to tok to. but there's no one around. there's no one i can tok to. sorry =(
thank you for those words =))

went for the zoo program today. get to miss tuition again =). met claire, mavis, yvonne and zona and den we took a taxi to the zoo. wangni din cum cus she's sick. we went to opp. the mrt station there to wait for taxis but wait so long more than half an hour still can't hail a taxi. went to the other side of the road den finally hailed a taxi le. luckily the taxi driver allowed 5 ppl in his taxi. nobody wan to sit infront mar so i sat lor. more comfortable =). arrived late. supposed to arrive at 11.45am but i tink we reached at 12pm. it was raining so heavily. wet. and mr yeo din even cum fetch us !! he mus be enjoying his bdae meal in the zoo with his son and wife.. HAHA. so mag came to fetch us lor. bcus it was raining, we had an advantage to take the tram ride instead of walk. dropped off at the elephants there den walk in to the sea lions area. we were quite drenched la. mag briefed us on sea lions, manitees and penguins. cus we need to explain to the under privileged kids bout these animals on 8th june - the wildlife buddy program. the talk was so long and boring until the few of us who were standing oso tired le. and i was standing under the aircon.. felt veri cold cus im still having flu =( . aft the talk, its arnd 1+ le. so we went to the cafeteria. claire and i bought food cus we haven taken our lunch. went to the auditorium there to eat cus we need to assemble there for another talk. den we saw py and tiss they all eating KFC. i din noe can go out and buy lor if not i wldn't hav bought the food frm the cafeteria. the rice was bland. and while i was eating, mavis helped to take out the mixed vegetables in the rice hahaha. i eat so slow until everyone got to rush cus we late for the talk le. the talk was bout the activities on 10th june - zoolympix. tat day in sch, claire rote hers, mavis, yvonne, wangni and mine names under the face painting category. dun hav zona cus she wun be going on 10th june. den jus now we checked and yvonne's name is changed to the cheetah thing. asked mag wat happened and she said she did the changes.. now our station manager is someone frm another sch ! so unfair... how can anyhow change names de.. so claire, mavis and i stayed bac to learn how to face paint lor. zona went off 1st and yvonne waited for us. i drew an ugly bunny on mavis's hand.. my drawing is not good. mavis drew my name on my arm and she oso drew an elephant on my face. claire drew a pig and butterfly on my arm. mavis made claire's face into a rabbit and she had a red nose !! whahah so funni. had photos of it ! so claire took revenge and turned mavis's face into a butterfly. quite nice lor.. but mag said the butterfly cannot pass. so nice le still cannot pass.. den im surely dead on 10th june. my butterfly will be uglier. the parents sure complain to mag bout me cus i drew ugly stuffs on their kids' faces. :( :( :( i hope tat wun happen. mr yeo said we cld be released at 3pm but at tat time, already going to 5pm ! washed off our paint and went off to BEN AND JERRY'S for ice-cream. the cone was so big. nice time eating (: took pics with the cow and elephant statues. i almost fell bhind the wall while taking photo cus bhind no support de. cut my knee..so pain. haha but still fun. took bus 138 to angmokio bus interchange. claire alighted 1st and went hm. so mavis, yvonne and i took mrt to orchard to shop lor. main aim is to accompany both of them cus they wanted to buy tees. looked for the shop they are refering to but can't find. they tot the shop had disappeared and began to feel eerie. in the end, found the shop hahaha. they sld rmb the shop's name. in;surge. they bought clothes. aft tat jus walked arnd lor. went to wheelock place den went to taka basement to look for food. shopped arnd for awhile den went hm le. reached hm arnd 10pm. very tired. i wan to complete holiday hw as early as possible so tat i wun need to rush last min. looking forward to sec3 camp on 28th-30th june. i looked thru the website and the activities look scary.. all mus climb until so high de and im fear of tall heights. haix.
GREAT SINGAPORE SALES. wan to buy so many things but no money le. whahaha.

back to blog. i sort of got over my results thing le la. think too much oso no use. haix.
wednesday- ms loo straightaway called my mum to tell her she needs to go see her on thurs nite. she din even inform me !! tat nite.. dad scolded and scolded.. stupid la.
thursday- at nite, my parents and i went to sch arnd 7pm. cynthia and her parents were inside the classroom so we waited outside. manda arrived nxt. so we walked arnd the level until my turn came. i was shocked at wad ms loo said. she said some tchers say tat i hav improved.. i dunno true not ? and she told my parents its CA1 grades tat bring my total ave down. so stunned lor. she din complain !? hahaha. and she still told my dad i cld continue using the com when my dad wanted to stop me frm using it so often. whahaha. but i tink dad still wun let me use it so often. dunno mus study how many hrs each day den can use.. =( when my mum saw "attire can be improved" in my report bk de comments there, she asked ms loo wad she meant by tat. den ms loo told them bout me always tucking out my shirt. and she still added tat 2a4'05 gurls hav a trend of tucking out shirts.. whahaha. [gloria protested when she heard this. whahaha. ] mdm ang wanted to see my parents and i aft tat. she said tat i may fail tis year and be retained !!! i dun blame her.. cus i tink so too. haix. maths.. my sec2's foundation is still no good. i failed sec2 maths lor. and mdm ang said i took 3 mths to figure out factorization b4 i improved ! =(( i feel tat my tchers understand me more than my parents. my parents dun even realise i studied and they onli noe how to scold.. at least my tchers knew i put in effort and improved. my parents.. they dun noe me at all. sometimes, i kind of dislike them. =[
friday- dismissed at 10am. went to jurong point with glor and yvonne. i searched for junyang's cd !! mj onli hav the necklace but no cd.. while sembawang music i tink the stock haven come. i hope i get the necklace.. so nice ! i waited so long for the cd le lor. haha. aft tat, left the place at 4+ den glor and yvonne went to causeway point but i went hm. den yvonne told me the cd at causeway point already selling le !! haix i sld hav went.. haha. now, 1st on the list to book the cd is qiuyin. and 2nd is yvonne. i haven even bought the cd lor hahaha.
yay sun going to zoo for zoolympics training.. got to go to the zoo by ourselves and mus reach by 11.45am.. i tink we sld be taking a taxi there ba. looking forward to it.. but i hope there wun be anymore individual presentation. =) currently down wif a terrible flu. bad sorethroat and runny nose. i had enuff.

got the results tat will be printed in report book for CA1 plus SA1 le.
failed alot of subjects. 1st tym i failed so many subjects.
i need to pass 5 subjects when i fail eng but i didn't obtain 5 subject passes.
there's 2 subjects i failed by 0.08 and 0.02. jus decimals.. can't they round up ?
if they round up, i wun end up failing so many le.
ppl may tink its such a simple subject and yet i still can fail.
my highest was combined humanities thks to my geog. but the marks is still considered low.
im very disappointed with myself. very.
i almost failed my total average.
i did study and work hard yet i still get tis kind of results.
but i can't give up. i still need to strive on.
but when will i succeed ?? probably never ?
i need motivation. i dun hav motivation at all.
i mus put everything bhind and place studies as 1st place le.
i can't go on liddat anymore.
i can't wait till 'O' levels until i work hard.
it'll be too late.
i tink ms loo may wan to meet my parents. and i may even need to go bac to sch during the june hols for extra lessons..
and may oso end up in SSP.
i need to make use of tis june hols to catch up in everything.
i dun wan to disappoint myself anymore.
i jus wan to start my term3 results nicely.
but dun tink i can do it.
im tired of sec3 life.

got bac all the results today except for geog. ahhh !!! i failed majority and my results are so poor !!! im really going to die le ! *chem passed but deproved alot.
physics failed but combined sci passed. i tot the paper was easier than chem but i still failed physics..
*bio is dead. passed by a few marks ONLY. plus, my CA the results oso arnd the same as now.. so i tink it will bring the total down.
*i failed Emaths paper1 but passed paper2. but overall had a borderline pass with the help of the 20 marks frm my Emaths file.
*failed Amaths terribly. really terribly. u will get a shock if u ask me for my Amaths marks. and i still hav tuition lor. but it jus started 4 weeks ago. my tcher din go thru the log chap !!! ahhh !!! so its confirmed tat i failed Amaths le cus CA wun be able to pull up cus its as terrible.
*chinese was a disappointment. i wish luo lao shi cld be stricter. now she doesn't giv ting xie, sui bi, jian bao and xi zi. everyone's chinese went downhill. tis tym its realli disappointing.
*english was satisfactory. passed compo, letter writing and summary but failed compre. 1st tym i passed my summary !!! yay. but eng overall only got 50.2. passed by 0.2 onli.. so pathetic.
*social studies.. i tot i will fail cus for the SEQ, i jus rote a paragraph and its anyhow rite de so i tot 12marks gone. but at tat section, i got 3 marks !! cus 1 weak paragraph mar. so total i got 15/30.. jus passed !! but my CA sure bring the marks down.
haix. juz a failure.
i hope we get bac geog tmr and i hope i did well. how am i going to show my Amaths paper to my tuition tcher !? i dunno how to face him le la. im going to be killed. ahhh ! tmr got to bring so many files cus tchers wan to do filing.. haix.
i hate my results !!! i cannot take it le. i really studied tis time lor. i did work hard. and yet i get tis kind of results.. this fail that fail. isit tat hopeless means hopeless le ? my results poor den can't improve le ? stupid means stupid ? i studied but still no use. i've no motivation to work hard anymore. anyway, i've prepared for the worst - SSP. i may end up in SSP in term 3. i hope i will use the june hols to catch up on my work.

back to blog. =) im not quite used to aft exams days. everytime i cum home, i will tink of wad to study b4 i do other things. den i realise, exams are over le. haha ! hav been cuming hm quite late everyday since exams are over.
17th - went to j8 wif zona, mavis and gloria for pastamania (:
18th - supposed to be marking day but sec3s hav to go bac for sexuality talk. the talk was boring. while they were screening some videos, i was slping cus lights off mar den no one can see. haha. but the abortion video was gross. i onli watched abit of the front part and i turned away le. so disgusting. i dared not watch. luckily my back was facing the screen. there was one part when i turned to look at the screen again den i saw a baby's head separated frm its body floating in the water. ahhh !!!! aft the talk, waited for glor. mavis and glor came to my hse to take some comedy/horror movies cds to go to mavis's hse to watch. bought alot of tibits =) watched bewitched then amityville horror. bewitched was so boring. i slept so many times. but amityville horror was thrilling and scary. but mavis says its not scary hahaha.
19th - sch holiday =)) . actualli wanted to go pasir ris park to cycle de but time quite late le so decided to go to the renovated marina sq to shop. we tot going cycling so everyone brought so less money. everything is branded there. so we went to bugis. ate at LJS. den went to bugis village to shop. dunno walked how long there.. i tink got 2hrs liddat. the place was so big and summore we walked round the place so many times. weather was so hot. ahhh.
then today, supposed to hav tuition at 10am. but the other guy can't make it so this week no tuition. yay. den nxt sun i not free cus i tink got the zoo training to teach us to run stations thing. yay can skip another week of tuition ! i hope i dun need to show my tuition tcher my add maths paper. if not , he's going to kill me. i sure did badly. tmr going to get bac exam papers le. muz xin li zhun bei 1st. esp for bio and SS. sure fail terribly de. im prepared to get into SSP le. haix. june hols are coming up. not looking forward to it. dunno why. i hate hols. nth to do at hm. ahhh.

yay exams are finally over le !
english ; chinese ; social studies ; bio ; physics ; Emaths ; chemistry ; geog and Amaths
waited so long for tis day to cum.
today's Amaths paper was difficult.
almost all the log qns i dunno how to do.
and at qn 10, i didn't noe the 2nd qn was on matrix.
i tot it was a log qn. and so i did the 1st qn on quadratic equations.
ah !! i sld hav done matrix !! im betta at tat !!
10a i anyhow do and 10b i left it blank.
the time is not enuf.
i onli noe how to do some chap4 and 5 qns.
haix. sure die le.
my tuition tcher din revise log wif me lor. and he still say i mus score high.
no hope le la.
the paper is over 80 and i hope the other 20 marks cum frm the Amaths file cos i got 20/20. at least can help pull up the total marks a little.
went to j8 wif zona, gloria and mavis to eat.
pastamania =)
my noodles was abit weird.. i tink there's herb tats why.
and we used up so much tabasco and cheese until left a little bit.
zona and i added cheese ; tabasco ; salt ; pepper and dried chilli into gloria and mavis's noodles. and they competed to see who ate faster. i videoed haha.=)
i ordered a drink and i din expect the cup to be so large.
had a difficult time finishing the whole cup. haha.
mavis and i challenged wif zona.
we had to finish the cup of drink and she had to finish her full bottle of water.
but we lost =(
we were brainfreezed.
and zona was so FULL.
so fun.
went to shop arnd aft tat.
took neoprints (:
accompanied gloria cus she wan to shop for clothes.
see here see there and she finally bought a shirt !
so ma fan haha !
went home arnd 5 plus.
finally no need to face txtbooks le.
haix. i hate my life.
i dun wana care bout it anymore.
let nature take its course ba.
let fate decide..
i need a rest le.
i really dun wan to wake up anymore.
u all wan to hate me i oso cannot do anything. no one believes me.
+ 2 more days +

i jus read mavis and gloria's blog. =)
and mavis is asking me to blog. haiyo.
yay finally tmr is the last paper le ! Amaths.
read thru chap1, 2, 4 and 5 le. still left wif chap3 and 6.
i totally forget how to do matrix le. and when i look thru log qns, i dun even recall i did them b4. haha !
my tuition tcher taught me another way for doing remainder theorem.. the long division way. i dun tink they will minus marks for not using the method tcher taught in sch ba ?
today went to LJS to eat wif qisquare, gloria and mavis. fun =)
love hanging out wif them =)
3 of them wanted to ring the bell so i walked out 1st. cus when u ring the bell, everyone will turn and look at u.
dunno why. mavis pull the bell but no sound de. so funni.
we're planning bout tmr le. ENJOY =))
PASTAMANIA (:
i can't wait for the time to be 10am tmr. den Amaths paper will be over.
and mid year exams will be over too.
but dun tink i'll enjoy so much aft getting bac my exam papers.
most of the subjects sure fail de.
today's geog was quite okay.
but SS will pull the total marks down.
so i may fail my combined humanities too. =(
i already predicted i'll end up in SSP. haix.
many things changed.
life - we can't make our own choices.
our fate.
can we change reality ? haix.
im looking forward to the sec3 camp. but why mus be at pulau ubin ?
last year sec3 get to go to malaysia lor.
they say bcos of the bird flu.. but pulau ubin oso rear chickens mar.
haha.
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i will rmb. =]

okays. the sciences are finally over. yay. bio, physics, chem, english, chinese, ss, maths paper1 down. 3 more left. maths paper2, geog and add maths. =)
haix. our plan for 18th may is ruined by the stupid talk we hav to attend. its a marking day and its supposed to be meant for us to enjoy lor. and yet the whole of sec3 express hav to go bac to sch. maybe we will meet up again in the june hols ? but i doubt there's any difference with or without me. really. haix. 22nd may got another course bout valueing life i tink. and on 23rd may there's CCA photoshoot wich i rather not hav. looking forward to 17th may, end of exams ! i wan to go out ! haha. rmb the promise ? =) 1 week of exams is over. jus hav to bear with it for 3 more days of exams and it will be all over. i tink im gonna fail ss and bio. ytd's chem paper was quite tough too. wad mr goh din teach came out. so i jus anyhow rite lor. for once, i tink tis tym it will be my physics pulling my chem up instead of chem pulling physics up. i feel tat physics paper is easier than the test papers. quite moderate la. my bio is dead. paper1 is ok-ok. 45mins for 30 MCQs is too much. i finished the paper in 10mins. compared answers and i tink i hav 5 marks gone ? haha. these few days is tiring. tuition tuition and tuition. the tcher noe i whole week exams still giv me so much hw. i was rushing the hw ytd nite. and tis morning i went for tuition again. another big chunk of add maths hw on chap5. and i've to do it by tmr cos there's tuition tmr morning again ! ah !!! but i really hope the tuition can at the very least help me pass my add maths paper !
+ 5 more days to 17th may'06 =D +
onli 5 mths and so much changed. i need a break off reality. tired le.

back to blog =). today's social studies paper was quite difficult for me la. i read so much on chap2 cos i am betta at it. but the whole paper came out on chap3 ! section A was ok but section B was tough. there was onli 5 mins left when i was doing section B. both qns on chap3. and im onli left wif 5 mins lor. chose qn1. i cldn't recall wads the economic probs in sri lanka. in the end, i jus wrote nonsense. and its onli 1 paragraph.. 12 marks gone. im gonna fail tis SS paper =( mus depend on my geog le. aft SS paper, 45mins break b4 bio paper2. most of us stayed in class to rush thru the revision. so much to study.. so little tym. haix. the bio paper was difficult ! the 1st page at least i rote some sense but page 2 onwards.. i rote nonsense. i dun tink i can even get 20 marks frm tis paper. can onli depend on paper 1 on wed le. hope my bio overall can pass lor. now on msn, ch is helping me with my physics. he even drew the diagrams out using paint haha ! thks :) i can't wait for the exams to be over. i will be looking forward to 18th may. it'll be fun=) btw, i've started add maths tuition last thurs. the tuiton tcher still ok la. at least made me understand more on chap4 - quadratic equations. luckily add maths paper is the last paper.. got more time to prepare. i hope i can do betta for add maths tis tym. =) got to go study for tmr's physics paper. im oso poor at physics. need chem to pull up le.
JIAYOU (:
english. mother tongue. social studies and bio paper2 over.
; physics. maths paper1. bio paper1. chemistry. maths paper2. geography and Amaths left ;
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+ 10 more days to 18th may. =D +
+ 11 more days to 19th may. +

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